Spent the entire weekend with my family and him. I loved being able to fall asleep with him and wake up to him everyday.
This weekend we’re heading to sa, sm, and atx. So i’m pretty excited and I definitely can not wait for six flags.
I am such a goober.
My boyfriend is the BEST I have EVER had in bed. How did get so lucky?!
Anyway, he’s going to teach me how to play baseball tomorrow sooo this should be fun.
I can not get enough of this boy. I am so happy we decided to take the plunge and make it official. I don’t want to jinx myself, but who gives a fuck. Nothing can bring me down at the moment; I am truly happy. There are so many reasons why I care and like this boy so much. Not only does he get along with my family but he gets a long with my families FRIENDS. Like really? Jeez. He’s a very gifted musician who EVEN took the time out of his busy schedule to fix my guitar, clean it up, AND buy new strings to restring it. PLUSSSSS
THIS IS THE BEST PART. He is GOD like in bed. Like UNF, he knows exactly how I like it and ALWAYS aims to please. I HONESTLY DO NOT KNOW HOW THE FUCK I GOT SO LUCKY. Seriously the list goes on, I just don’t want to bore anyone much longer.
Well, i’m done. I’m sorry I just felt like I had to say this some where about how happy I am.
I AM TRULY FUCKING HAPPY AND ID-GAH-FIH about anything else at the moment. G’night. <3
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Lua (Cover) by Bright Eyes
Pretty rough, whatevs.
Oh, sorry about the stupidly long empty intro… I forgot to cut it. Oh wells.
I seriously feel like Cinderella or something like that. Like when the clock strikes twelve and everything goes back to reality, yea that’s how I feel. These past couple of days with him have been amazing and I haven’t been this happy with someone in a long while. But I know and he knows that when I do go back to San Marcos it will be different. We will slowly start unwinding and realize that it won’t work it could work it may work but it won’t. Why? I suppose it’s because we just don’t feel like we’re capable of committing to something like that. I honestly don’t know. I’ve been in long distance relationships before and although I thought and knew I could do it, it ended horribly. After that I said to myself that I would not go through that ever again.
I know that when I do go back we will slowly start reducing ourselves to one worded text messages and empty conversations. But for right now, i’m happy. If I can be happy for even a moment, i’ll accept it even if it will hurt more later on.
I guess we’ll just see how this plays out.
Feeling very lethargic, must get out of this rut.
All dressed up with no where to go. Seriously hate when things don’t work out. What’s good San Marcos??
Well just my luck huh? I knew when I started things off with him, it wouldn’t work out. But it has been an amazing time and I don’t regret any of it.
Guess I just got to pick up and keep going then.
Pretty excited to go to the valley. Going to be spending a lot of time with this lovely boy. I most definitely will be remembering this weekend, ;D
Just finished watching 10 inch hero I really enjoyed it. Super cute.
If you want to watch a super cute movie with a very happy ending then watch it.
Now I have to go get ready for work at 3. I want to go to SA with Mariel, but I work tomorrow at 12 and i’m afraid I won’t wake up for my shift. Oh woah is me.
TANNER WHAT ARE YOU DOING TONIGHT!??!?!?!?!?!
I want to connect with someone on a deeper level. It doesn’t matter if it was a friends only kind of thing or if it evolved to more. But I would like someone I could relate to, express my feelings to, I could talk to on more serious issues.
I miss that feeling. I miss my best friend. I miss getting close to someone.
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Just got out of work… now to get my lazy, sore, and tired self up to go work out.